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Reflections from Hajj

  “Have you performed Hajj? Have you ever visited the House of Allah?

It was October 1998. I was sitting in my local masjid when an elderly Tunisian man dressed in a long brown thawb with a North African hat approached me and began conversing with me. He had a long well-groomed beard which was greyer than his years and a beautiful fragrance of very sweet musk emanated from his clothes. He introduced himself as Hatim and after inquiring about myself, he asked me the above questions. I replied that I had never been on Hajj or even Umrah.  I was a bit taken aback by the questions. Everyone I knew who had performed Hajj was quite elderly and pious. I was only 18, in my first year at university, and had only just begun praying five times a day. I had years before I would be making that journey. Hatim corrected me and advised me that it was imperative that I visit Allah’s House as soon as possible as it would form the blueprint for the rest of my life and for my hereafter. Our encounter was a brief one and Hatim’s advice was concise. It remained in my thoughts however and the idea of performing Hajj regularly played in my mind. That evening, I made my intention to perform Hajj the following year. It never happened that year or the year after. For how could I visit anyone’s house without an invitation, let alone the house of my Lord? Finally, this year, the Most Merciful invited me to visit His house.

Preparation for Departure

The entire journey from beginning to end is like a dress rehearsal for the final journey we will all make to Allah. In the weeks preceding my departure, like all hujjaj, I began calling and emailing family and friends, acquaintances and enemies, asking them all for their forgiveness for any hurt or offence I had ever caused them. Before leaving to seek my Lord’s forgiveness, it was essential that my slate was clean with all of His slaves. The final days involved ensuring any items I had borrowed from others were returned to them, that my debts, large and small, were cleared and that my bills were all paid. Finally, I began writing my will in case Allah decided to take my soul at any stage of the journey. These repeated reminders of death were enough to place me in the correct frame of mind, not just for Hajj but for life – if this was the preparation for a 3 week trip, what should I be doing to prepare for my final journey, one whose departure date could be at any second?

Even the ritual of donning the ihram clothing is a form of mentally preparing yourself for death. Like the dead person who is bathed and perfumed before burial, we too had to take a full bath, clip our fingernails and toenails, shave the hair from the underarm and pubic areas, apply perfume to our bodies and then dress ourselves in 2 pieces of plain unstitched white cloth, symbolic of the shrouds we will all be put in before burial. Like the dead, we too were leaving our families, our possession, and all our luxuries behind us in this journey.

Ihram

The ihram is one of Allah’s ways of demolishing all concepts of racism, nationalism, and tribalism. Every year, Allah causes the Muslims to come together and exhibit their unity to the world. From every village in every continent, from every nation on earth, from all walks of life, rich and poor, kings and peasants, healthy and disabled, black, white, brown and orange, they gather together dressed in the same 2 unstitched pieces of cloth. They have travelled here by plane, ship, bus and camel, chanting the same talbiyah, labbayk allahumma labbayk, to answer the call of Ibrahim (as). No divisions, no classes, but only unity.

This itself is a miracle of Allah, for when He commanded Ibrahim (as) to call the people to Hajj, Ibrahim (as) was alone with his family in a spacious empty desert with no sign of any people. Yet Allah promised him that “They will come to you walking or riding on various exhausted (means of transportation). They will come from the farthest locations”. Ibrahim (as), as was his habit, did not ask futile questions but obeyed the command of His Lord and put his complete trust in Him, the phenomenal results of which the world witnesses every year.

The ihram is also a means of demonstrating the discipline which Islam instils within the believers; discipline which shows our obedience to our Lord. Purely for the sake of Allah, the pilgrims make haram upon themselves what would normally be halal – wearing perfume, using toothpaste or scented soap, covering their heads, touching their spouses – all to gain the pleasure of the One who created us. Even to argue while in ihram is to risk invalidating one’s Hajj and when on an intense journey involving great hardship alongside people from all walks of life, the opportunities for bickering are rife. Yet, most exercise amazing sabr, all for the sake of their Lord.

The Ka’abah

Nothing can prepare you for seeing the Ka’abah. When one considers the fact that this is the location of the first place on earth built for the worship of Allah and that millions still visit it for that same purpose thousands of years later, one cannot help but be overwhelmed by its significance. This is the object towards which I have prayed since I was a child and to which 1.5 billion Muslims direct their worship five times a day. This is the image that I have seen in wall-frames, on prayer mats and on the television all my life. And now here I am, before it in all its glory, with a sea of Believers circumambulating it, engrossed in prayer and supplication. Nothing can prepare you for this moment – it is truly awe-inspiring.

Following tawaaf, we perform the Sa’ee, the running between the hills of Safa and Marwa, following in the footsteps of Hajar (as) who ran frantically in the roasting desert sun, searching for water for her thirsty baby before Allah sent Gibreel (as) to dig the well of zam-zam. From this incident, we learn that circumstances will arise where nobody will be able to help us and we must put our full trust and faith in Allah. Allah will help us according to our sincerity and the level of hope and faith we have in Him. Hajar (as) is our example in this regard and her sincerity is evidenced by the fact that pilgrims continue to quench their thirst with the water of zam zam all these years later.

‘Arafah

Arafat is the essence of Hajj for the Prophet (saws) said that that the Hajj is ‘Arafah. It is the best day of the year. Allah does not free more of his slaves from the Fire than He does on this day. It is for this reason that it is the most hated day of the year for Shaytaan. On no other day does Shaytaan feel as belittled, humiliated and angry as he does on the Day of ‘Arafaah. It is the day on which millions of Muslims from all parts of the globe gather together and beseech Allah’s mercy and forgiveness. It is a day in which Allah descends to the nearest heaven and expresses His pride to His angels about the people of ‘Arafaah saying “Look at My slaves. They have come from far and near, with hair dishevelled and faces covered with dust, to seek My mercy, even though they have not seen my chastisement.”  It is a day that I will never forget.

The name ‘Arafaah is derived from the Arabic root ‘arafa meaning ‘to get to know something or someone’. Allah tells us in the Quran (surah A’raaf, verse 172-173) that He wiped the back of Adam (as) and extracted all of his progeny like atoms and spread them across a plain and asked them, “Am I not your Lord?” to which all of creation responded “Yes. We bear witness”. This was so that on the Day of Resurrection, none of us can argue that we were heedless of this fact. This was the original covenant we all made with Allah and it is the fitrah or natural disposition within every human being, an innate acknowledgment of Allah as the Creator, the Planner and the Provider. Many scholars have concluded that this covenant took place on the plain of ‘Arafaah. It was in this place that Allah made Himself known to mankind and in which He planted the fitrah in them.   In returning to ‘Arafaah now, we were retaking this covenant and this pledge to Allah.

From my position on the ground, it was very difficult to appreciate the magnanimity of the event, which one could only do on seeing the television footage and images of millions of pilgrims standing in prayer. But what those aerial images do not capture is the spirit of the moment. On the Jabal al-Rahma, on the streets, in and around the tents, pilgrims stood for hours with their hands raised to the sky pleading to their Creator for forgiveness and to be given a second chance at life. The atmosphere was filled with peace and serenity – everyone here was present for no other reason than to beg their Lord for forgiveness. All had sustained severe difficulty and hardship for these precious few hours and exerted themselves in their worship to their maximum ability. Their lengthy standing, their sincere heartfelt supplications and their unstoppable tears all pointed towards the yeqeen or certainty they had that Allah (swt) was there listening to them and responding to them. For me, I have never felt as close to Allah as I did in that last hour before sunset; it was as though I was engaged in a one to one conversation with Him and He was accepting responding to everything I said. I felt like a child confessing everything to his parent, begging for forgiveness and still having the audacity to ask for more things in this life and the hereafter. It was a day like no other, a day in which millions were saved from the Hellfire (by God’s leave).

Interestingly, ‘Arafah is located outside the boundaries of the sacred lands to which we would travel that night. It was as if we were being cleansed and purified before becoming worthy of entering these blessed lands again. Similar to how we would smarten our appearance, change our clothes and put on perfume before meeting any king or leader, Allah wants us to purify our hearts before visiting His house for we are His guests. On leaving ‘Arafah late that night, we re-entered the blessed lands, insha’Allah purified, and travelled to Muzdalifah where we would be spending the night.

Muzdalifah

Muzdalifah is derived from the Arabic zalafa which means “to come closer to”; i.e. we were coming closer to Allah’s house now. The sunnah of this night is to rest and to glorify Allah. Again, from the mercy of the Most Merciful due to the intensity of the day that was to follow. The night in Muzdalifah is a most humbling experience. Alongside millions of pilgrims from every corner of the globe, you sleep as one on the uneven plains beneath the open sky, no tents, no walls, no roofs. Here is does not matter whether you were a CEO of a multi-national company, a teacher or a street-cleaner, everyone sleeps in the same condition and experiences the same hardship. There was no distinction, all were equal before Allah.

Exhausted by the day of ‘Arafaah, many pilgrims said they had never had a better night’s sleep. I recall waking around 4 am and feeling momentarily confused and disoriented as to where I was. I looked around me and the sight of an endless sea of shrouded bodies all asleep or stirring and looking equally confused, which was terrifying. It was a startling reminder of the Day of Resurrection when people would be raised from their graves, confused and distressed, asking who had woken them from their deep slumber. Another wake-up call to the reality of this dunya.

Yaum al-Nahr

While one a half billion Muslims celebrated Eid the next day, we set off on foot from Muzdalifa back to Mina for what would be an extremely busy day. We first began our march to the Jamaraat where we would follow in the footsteps of Ibrahim (as) and stone the pillars, symbolizing Iblees. Although we were to only pelt the large pillar on this day, there are 3 pillars representing the three locations at which Shaytaan tried to tempt Ibrahim (as) away from the commandment he had been given to sacrifice his son Ismail (as). At each location, Ibrahim (as) pelted the Shaytaan, displaying his enmity towards him and affirming his allegiance to Allah. As we walked to the Jamaraat, I thought of the immense tawakul of this great father and son. Purely out of desire to please Allah and fulfil His command, Ibrahim (as) was willing to sacrifice his only son, a son who he had yearned for decades, a son who he had not seen for years after Allah commanded him to leave him in the desert alone with his mother. Ismail (as) too, only a child but knowing that the pleasure of Allah was the greatest pleasure for which one should even sacrifice one’s life, fully complied with the command. Despite Shaytaan’s whispers, Ibrahim (as) proceeded with his mission until Allah sent him a lamb to slaughter instead. He had passed the test, again. And because he was willing to sacrifice his beloved for Allah, Allah took him as His beloved, and Ibrahim became His friend. He understood that there could be no obedience to creation which involved disobedience to the Creator, a lesson we should have all had in mind as we pelted the Jamaraat.

The actual walk to the Jamaraat felt like a march to war, hundreds of thousands of pilgrims from every part of the world, all dressed in identical uniforms, all possessing the same weapons and all chanting the one slogan, the talbiyah – Labbayk Allahumma Labbayk. All converging from every corner of Mina to the accursed enemy, ready to stone him. It was our opportunity to show our allegiance to the army of Allah and demonstrate our enmity to Shaytaan.

With the pelting done, we left to have our heads shaved. The significance of this is to look humble and to again demonstrate our equality before our Lord. This hair which in our daily lives, we fashion and display to exhibit our individuality, we were now sacrificing for Allah.  We returned to our tents and finally removed the ihram we had been wearing for several days. This was a great relief for me personally as the dust and dirt that it had picked up was causing me severe breathing difficulties. As I showered and proudly dressed myself in a clean thawb and applied some perfume, I became aware of the great blessing which Allah has given us in providing us with more than one garment of clothing. Millions of our brothers and sisters do not have this luxury and spend weeks, months and even a lifetime in the same clothes.

Mina

We spent the next 3 nights in Mina which I would count among the best days of my life. A city which consists of thousands upon thousands of identical tents, Mina epitomised the true essence of Islamic brotherhood. Although packed like sardines into tents with space the size of a mattress for you, your bag and half of your neighbour, the brotherhood I witnessed in these tents was like no other. We each had our entire dunya contained in one duffel bag. We were forced to rely on the food and drink given to us by our tour operators at the times they gave it to us. We all had to queue to use the same filthy toilets which doubled up as showers. Reduced to such simplicity and equality, we were all humbled and in such circumstances, one’s humanity emerges. Everyone seemed to be looking out for other brothers, sharing their provisions, attending to the ill, sacrificing their sleeping bags for their neighbour’s comfort, I could give numerous examples. It was so beautiful; so much peace and harmony, brought about by the fact that we were all undergoing the same hardship together with no claims of superiority. It was only when we spoke to each other that we learned about the man behind the ihram – doctors, lawyers, teachers, civil servants, Tesco cashiers – in a life of such simplicity, we lived as equals, we lived as one Ummah.

One Body

For me, Hajj is the opportunity for one to experience a taste of what our oppressed brothers and sisters go through on a daily basis. Staying in the crowded Mina tents reminded me of the refugee camps in places like Afghanistan and Pakistan. Waiting on tiny buses stuck in a maze of other buses for five hours in what should have been five minute journeys brought to mind the plight of the Palestinians. As we were forced to go to the maktab to lodge or take our passports with every journey and wait there for hours or sit on the pavement in the late night waiting for another bus, I thought of our brothers and sisters in that blessed land who are prevented from going to work or school due to the endless Israeli checkpoints. Sleeping in Muzdalifah was the opportunity to share a night with the millions for whom a roof over their heads is a faraway dream. Finally, the march to and the pelting of the Jamaraat instils in the hujjaj the desire to unite and join the ranks of the mujahideen waging war against the enemies of Allah in places such as Somalia, Iraq, Chechnya and Kashmir. It was a truly universal experience.

In light of the above, it was very disappointing to note that neither the Khutba-e-Hajj or the Juma’ah khutbahs I heard discussed the plight of the Ummah and instead constituted generic advice with specific warnings against extremism and terrorism. This is an opportunity to mobilise and empower the masses of hujjaj, to radicalise them to return to their homelands with the zeal and passion for change and reform of their societies and not just themselves. This is the point where they have sacrificed all their time, money and energy to seek their purification and expressed their desires to change themselves. They yearn to return home as if they were newly born without any sins and with a fresh chance at a life of pleasing Allah. If informed of the importance and virtues of jihad, they would no doubt pursue it without giving it a second thought.

To fail to mention these issues is something which only pleases our enemies who are aware of how Hajj can radicalise the pilgrims. It is no secret that many countries such as China, Myanmar and Uzbekistan prohibit all but the elderly from performing Hajj for this reason alone. Uzbek pilgrims are also carefully selected by the government and then accompanied throughout by members of the Uzbek security services disguised as devout pilgrims whose job is to monitor the pilgrims activities and gather information. In Turkmenistan, President Saparmurat Niyazov personally approves the list of pilgrims for Hajj. All of the above countries limit the number of pilgrims far less than their quota allows. The junta in Myanmar annually warns the few hundred pilgrims from its land to stay away from any political activity while on Hajj. These oppressors are aware that Hajj has the potential to be the explosive catalyst that will awaken the Sleeping Giant and will do all that they can to limit the experience to a collection of meaningless rituals. It is up to Muslims to educate each other on the greater significance of this great act of ibaadah so that on their return, they can live the Hajj every day of their lives. This is the real battle and the real test of our faith.

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Source: www.islam21c.com

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3 comments

  1. A good spiritual read…
    Having just come back from Hajj, I can really relate to the wisdoms and lessons learnt from the whole experience as eloquently mentioned by the author.

    Jakakallahukhairan

  2. Do I smell a hint of treachery?
    Hudhaifah, you sound like a government agent – it’s defo something they would say!

  3. Very good article
    Inspiring words but not everything is about politics. Hajj is about spirituality.

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