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Episode 1 – ALLAH chose this calamity for you
Adam utters words he never thought he would have. But before he has a chance to grieve over the death of his father, there are other problems he must take care of first…
Episode 2 – The fortress against anxiety
Adam utters words he never thought he would have. But before he has a chance to grieve over the death of his father, there are other problems he must take care of first…
Episode 3 – A medicine like no other
Adam’s frustrations grow after he has been told by the doctor to take some time off due to his mental condition. But Adam disagrees and wants to rush back to studying to take his mind off things although he has been diagnosed with mild depression…
Episode 4 – Why do bad things happen to good people?
Adam finishes praying and reaches for his diary. Despite his loss, he’s kept up with all of his Islamic duties but the more he prays, fasts, and tries to read the Qur’an he feels like his sorrows are growing and becoming larger, yet he doesn’t understand why.
Episode 5 – A rank in paradise like no other
Adam is in deep contemplation, wishing to join his father in the highest levels of paradise after seeing all his efforts and legacy he left in this world. But he can’t help but think that he won’t attain his level because of all the trials he has faced in this life – he thinks is destined for a lower level of paradise or worse, the hellfire. The trials he is facing are overwhelming him and he wonders why none of his charity, seeking of forgiveness, or any other good deeds are not freeing him from these trials.
Episode 6 – My sins have come back to haunt me
On top of his mild depression, Adam has developed a fever and has been bed-bound. He had a phone call with his uncle who tried to bring him solace with his words but Adam isn’t convinced. How can being ill be good for him? He can’t help but think he is being punished for all those times he messed about in the late hours behind his dad’s back. He asks himself “have my sins come to haunt me?”
Episode 7 – Never regret your fate
With each passing day, Adam is slowly beginning to compose himself but now he remembered the financial plan he made with his father for the future. However, the death of his father has placed his family in debt. He is upset as he did so much planning but it didn’t plan out the way he wanted it to….
Episode 8 – Assistance Brings Assistance
Adam receives a leaflet through his door on sponsoring an orphan, but he feels things are too complicated right now for him to even think about it. His financial struggles and mental issues will only worsen if he loses any more money. But as he thinks about this young orphan boy on the leaflet, he realises they have no one, no mother or father. He is even more alone than he is…